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Mon, Jul. 26th, 2004, 10:52 pm
Questions 201-250

201. Put these creatures in order from what you would least like to be reincarnated as (1), to what you would most like to be reincarnated as (10) assuming reincarnation ended up existing AND you were given a choice.

caterpillar, house dog, wild dog, vulture, male human, female human, oak tree, rock, manta ray, dolphin
1. rock 2. oak tree 3. vulture 4. caterpillar 5. manta ray 6. wild dog 7. house dog 8. dolphin (there are no monkeys, drew) 9. female human 10. male human

202. What do you feel unworthy of? love sometimes...i'm not sure

203. Would you rather be remembered for having done something for humanity or being a really nice person? humanity

204. Which do you value more: science or intuition? i love science but i live intuiton

205. Your best friend and your boy/girl friend are in the hospital at the same time with the same ailment. Who do you visit first? best friend...sorry drew :/

206. Does the universe revolve around human beings? yea pretty much...considering we are destroying it

207. If you are no longer a virgin, do you wish you still were? i'm a virgin la de da de da

208. Who is your favorite poet of those who are alive right now? jewel kilcher

209. What is your favorite song from the 90's? spice girls

210. If you were in alphabet soup what letter would you be? an o because o's are jsut so round and happy

211. Do you believe in fairies, ghosts, aliens, angels, dwarves, elves, etc.? yes, don't want to, don't want to, no, no

212. What makes you want to be someone’s friend? if they smile a lot...and make me laugh right off

213. Do you troll around the Internet harassing people anonymously for fun? i used to haha...but not anymore

214. Have you ever seen the movie A Man Who Fell to Earth, and, if yes, can you explain the ending? haven't seen it

215. Finish the sentence any way you want: Mommy, Mommy! A naked American man stole my: shoe

216. What's your favorite video game? ssx3...lemmings...ddr...haha im a dork!

217. Have you ever taken something that wasn't yours? uhm i guess so

218. Can you think of any phrases that are more irritating than 'by and large'? haha! uhm...shit a brick and throw it out the window

219. You allow strangers to read your diary, but would you let your parents read it? hell no

220. Hot steamy bubble bath or quick in and out shower? shower...baths are nice but there is no time for baths in this crazy world

221. Are you allergic to anything? mangoes...lidocaine...echinacea...dog

222. What is your favorite Terminator movie? the one where he and the lady go outside and its like a vacuum

223. What is your favorite fast food? in and out

224. What would someone have to do to get you to never speak to him or her again? force born again christianity on me

225. Would (or have) you ever whip someone or be whipped by someone in bed? no no no not into that scary stuff

226. Have you ever said 'I hate everyone' and really meant it literally?no

227. Why do some people want to get more money than they could ever spend? so they don't have to worry about money troubles...maybe they grew up like me

228. Have you ever won a carnival fish? yea! mine lived for such a long time...until it jumped out of my hand...and got a brain hemmorahge

229. Did it live more than a week? yes! it lived for like 6 months

230. What's the best sounding accent a person can have? british...oh my god. fuck me now.

231. What's the most boring thing you've ever read? cry, the beloved country

232. Do you prefer buttons or touch screens? whatever

233. Do you think there is a lot of similarity between the Harry Potter books and the Lord of the Rings series? no

234. Would you consider yourself to be naive? eveyrone is at one point or another

235. Which of your friends is most likely to go to jail? bryant

236. What is the smallest amount of money that could be in a public toilet that would make you reach in and grab it? 5$ haha. no really.

237. Would you ever wear real fur? no thats icky

238. Arachnophobia or Eight Legged Freaks? ick and ick i HATE spiders

239. What are your feelings about police officers? fuck you buddy!

240. What is the largest amount of money you would be willing to flush down the toilet to prove you are free of the constraints of money? i dont have enough money to do that...how about a dollar

241. Is fifty dollars a lot of money? to me, yes. bitch.

242. Do you like the band Front 242? don';t know them...

243. Would you rather have fame, money, or self-satisfaction? self-satisfaction

244. What's your middle name? emilyn

245. What is the absolute limit, the craziest thing you would do for a million dollars? i dunno

246. Are you good, evil or neutral? good

247. Should ebonics be considered a language? haha no, i think that's racist

248. What color is your bedroom? light blue

What color would you like it to be? green of some sort

249. When are you planning to move to a new home? well i'll be gone after next year for college...but i dunno

250. If you added up the cost of everything in the room with you, approximately what would it come out to be? a lot.

Mon, Jul. 26th, 2004, 02:06 pm
Questions 151-200

151. What is louder and more annoying: 200 adults talking or one four-year-old screaming? the adults

152. Do you believe the stories about planes, boats and people mysteriously disappearing into the Bermuda triangle? i'm not sure...don't know enough about them

153. Who are you the most jealous of? people in love

154. What is the happiest way you can start your day? music! or sarah and no name...or talking to someone that makes me happy :o)

155. Do you ever have moments where you feel like everything is all right in the world? sometimes...but they only last for a few moments

156. What makes a person deep? the ability to reach beyond the obvious and to express a mroe intesne care

Are you a deep person? i am often

157. What makes a person spiritual? i'm not sure, practicing any religion...

Are you a spiritual person? not really

158. Have you ever had a spiritual experience (that is an experience that cannot be explained by science)? yes. i don't believe in the christian god, but i was at a presbyterian church camp and we hiked up this big hill in the middle of the night and they told us to pick up the biggest rock we could find ont he way up, then when we got to the top they told us to hold the rock up in the air with one arm for as long as we could...and then everyone held their rock up, and after awhile it began to burn but i prayed for god to help me hold up the rock and suddenly it didn't hurt anymore

159. Do you believe that this experience was truly mystical or do you think there is some scientific explanation for it, only you don't know what it is? i believe that there is a scientific explanation for it, but that that science helps to explain my god

160. Do you get offended easily? depends

161. Would you still love and stay with your girl or boy friend if he or she had to have a breast or testicle removed? yes

162. Do you believe in fate or free will? i believe in fate but i also believe that you have the free will to interpret fate and make choices at your own free will

163. Do you believe that only boring people get bored? kinda

164. Can life change or are we all stuck in vain? life can change

165. What changes are you afraid of? losing people, moving away, losing friends most of all

166. Are you a day person or nocturnal? day

167. What one CD could you listen to for an entire week (no mixed CD’s, it must be an album)? i could listen to a lot...i have before...alanis morissette - jagged little pill, something corporate - north, something corporate - leaving through the window, dashboard confessional - a mark a mission a brand a scar...many more

168. Which is worse, working in retail, food service, or an office? only worked in a restaurant so i dunno

169. What's the coolest job you ever had? babysitting the little kids i used to volunteer with if you can count that as a job.

170. What is one central idea that your thoughts seem to come back to? love

171. Have you ever wanted to be an actor/tress? used to but then i realized that is so unfeasible

172. If you had the power to control one person at your school and make this person do anything you wanted for a whole day, who would you pick and what would they do? i would pick...im not gonna say ebcause my school is too small

173. What star sign are you and what is your sign like? i'm a leo...and i don't know

174. Did the Blair Witch Project scare you? it would have...thats why i didn't see it

175. Are you in constant fear of death? not constant...but death is one of my biggest fears

176. Does fear of death keep you from building a life sometimes? no

177. Do you like all your movies to be in wide-screen? i could care less

178. Are you a fan of any comic books? calvin and hobbes

179. Do you collect something? gonna start collecting tacky magnets from different places

180. What do you smell like (lotion, cologne, sweat)? right now...lotion...sometimes old spice hehe...sometimes perfume...jsut depends on my mood

181. What are your greatest sources for wisdom? my best friend...kathy...books

182. When you were little, where did your parents tell you babies come from? i don't remember

183. What is your favorite American band? something corporate

184. What's the best cheesy 80's song? all of them are the best

185. What's the best kind of movie to see on a date? scary

186. Do you like to sit in the front, middle or back of the Movie Theater? middle, the front gives me a headache

187. Have you ever been inside an abandoned building? not that i can remember

188. Under what circumstances would you agree to work for free? if it's for a good cause, if i enjoy the work...i'd work for free with little kids anytime

189. Candles or strobe lights? candles, strobe lights trigger migraines

190. Do you think the Lord of the Rings movies are true to the books or did Hollywood change the story too much? psh i never read those books

191. When you see a stranger on the street does your first reaction lean towards thinking of this person as a potential friend or as a potential threat? friend

192. Is it natural for human beings to fear and distrust each other, or is it cultural? cultural

193. What do you really want to buy? a hermit crab...a kitten...a range rover

194. You have to choose. Would you be happier marrying someone rich for their money or living in the streets and subway tunnels with someone you love? i'm all for the love

195. If someone wanted to understand you what book could they read that would help? i'm not quite sure

196. Do you think it’s odd that Americans have freedom of religion and yet call themselves 'one nation under god'? at first i would say yes, but if you take civil religion into consideration, not really. but i do think america pushes religion into our laws way too much

197. Do you think there will ever come a time when Caucasians are the minority in America? not anytime soon

198. The 1920's were full of artistic and spiritual revolution. So were the 1970's. Some people would say that the 1980's through now (2003) have been an age of spiritual and artistic and soulful death. Would you agree? Why? for a large part...yes..but no. i dont feel like explaining

199. When do you predict the next revolution will be? soon

200. Since America currently (2003) has no counter culture, where can a revolution come from? well it's 2004 and there may not be a real counter culture but there will be a liberal revolution...i hope

Mon, Jul. 26th, 2004, 01:44 pm
questions 101-150

101. What does happiness/joy feel like physically? it feels like a squirmy stomach and incredible inner excitement and the sudden need to scream or jump up and down :o)

102. List five souls you love starting with the one you love the absolute most.

A i won't put

B those i love

C in any order

D i love too many

E to seperate their worth

103. How many movies have you gone to see this month? 3 or so

104. If you could have 3 wishes...but none of them could be for yourself, what would you wish for? i would wish for people to accept candace for who she is...i would wish for erin to be able to be herself without pressure from her friends...i would wish for a normal non-psycho retarded sophie :o)

105. In what ways do you relax and de-stress when you are really tense? i cry. a lot. and i eat...and i listen to music...and i bite my nails

106. How much money would it take to get you to drive to school naked in the springtime and get out of the car? haha...i'd do it for the most someone would offer me...i really wouldnt care

107. Have you ever killed an animal? no! only bugs.

108. Have you ever lost someone close to you? yes...only 1 great grandparent left

109. What do you think of cloning? i think it's an amazing advance for science but i think that people have to be careful with it and use it for good

110. Do you read or watch TV more often? watch tv...should read more

111. With all this talk of terrorism going around are you willing to sacrifice rights and freedoms for increased safety? no. i don't believe all of it. remember 1984? BIG BROTHER IS WATCHING YOU. our government sucks so they are resulting to fear tactics so we don't shoot their heads off. haha.

112. What is the punishment you would come up with for Osama Bin Laden if you caught him alive? lifetime imprisonment. there's no point in killing him, he'd suffer more if you put him in jail...an american jail muahaha

113. Have you ever named an individual part of your body? my boobs were named at one point but i forgot the names

114. Have you ever been on the radio or on TV? yea...been on the radio a bunhc of times, i call in during sarah and no name sometimes...and ive been on tv

115. Have you ever won a lottery, or sweepstakes? no

116. Have you ever won a contest or competition? science fair :o)

117. Do you like to watch The Joy of Painting show with Bob Ross (happy little trees)? oh no no no

118. Do you know what your grandparents and your great grand parents did for a living? pop-pop...owned a grocery store, grandmother...dunno, grandma joan...lawyer, grandpa pete...dunno, and the rest i dunno

119. Is there anything really interesting in your family history? one of my many times over great grandfathers was a syrian cardinal and participated in i think 3 conclaves. pretty spiffy.

120. Is there anyone you trust completely? yes. my best friend.

121. Have you ever lost someone without having the chance to say goodbye? yea, great aunts and uncles and such

122. How would you feel about a woman president? liberated

How would you feel about a non-Christian president? proud to be an american

How would you feel about a non-white president? proud

123. Would you rather have an indoor Jacuzzi or an outdoor pool? pool

124. What things are you interested in that you study or read about on your own? genetics, psychology, eastern religions, lots of genetics

125. Would you consider yourself to be intelligent? yes

126. Would you consider yourself to be wise? not beyond my years

127. Would you pay a hundred dollars to be able to slide into a pool of Jell-O? haha..if i had a hundred dollars, yes

128. Have you ever spoken to a homeless person? yes

129. Would you ever creep into the subway tunnels to go exploring? nope...dark places scare me

130. If you could add 70 years to your life but only by making some random person die 70 years sooner would you? no

131. Can you finish any of the following lyrics?

A: I dust my lemon lies with powder pink and sweet... no

B: this girl named carol follows Darrel every gig we play... no

C: I could make a film and make you my star... no

132. Were you ever with someone while they died? no

133. Would you rather be the president or a rock star? rock star

134. Have you ever given someone a love letter that you wrote? yes...many times

135. Have you ever sent someone a surprise though the mail? yes

136. Are you looking forward to any concerts right now? ALANIS MORISSETTE IN 3ISH DAYS!!!!

137. Of all animated movies, which is the best one you've ever seen? totoro

136. Do you think that human beings would survivor through a nuclear winter? hell no

137. Are you a leader or a follower? both...just depends on who i'm with or what i'm doing

138. What are the best bands or songs to listen to while driving? something corporate (driving down the freeway at midnight blasting something corporate and yelling sweet catastrophe at the top of my lungs...pure bliss) tracy chapman - fast car...any music...spice girls on road trips hehe...alanis morissette

139. What do you think is the most amazing thing that anyone has ever accomplished? watsonb and crick...DNA

140. What could a guy/girl do to impress you? notice the little details of my personality

141. About how many emails do you get a day? 40ish

How many of those emails are junk mail? 25ish

How many of them are forwards? 2ish

142. What's your favorite thing to do online besides write in your diary and hang out at this site? talk to people...read lyrics...

143. Do you believe Kurt Cobain killed himself or was it a conspiracy? i think he killed himself...his love of music and his suicide note convinced me

144. Have you ever though about hitchhiking across the country, just you and maybe one friend, barely having enough money to eat, but being wild and free? yeaa that would be so cool

145. Who would you bring with you on this kind of a road trip? katie

146. Of the following, which word best describes you:

accurate:

bold:

charming:

dependable: this one

147. At about what age do you think you will be ready to settle down and get married? 30ish

148. Do you often wonder, when you say goodbye to people, if it is the last time you will ever see them? yea, it scares me a lot

Do you always make sure to say, "I love you" just in case? sometimes

149. What movie are you most looking forward to seeing when it comes out? HARRY POTTER 4

150. What is your quest? to find true love

Sat, Jul. 24th, 2004, 05:56 pm
Questions 50-100

50. Have you ever saved someone's life or had your life saved? not that i can remember...

51. Make up a definition for the following silly words...

Fruitgoogle: i dont feel like it

Ambytime: a point in time that embodies characteristics of an ambigram

Asscactus: ouch

52. What was the last thing you made with your own hands? a book for my best friend

53. What was your favorite toy as a child? legos

54. How many TV’s are in your house? 2

55. What is your favorite thing to do outside? i love to do anything outside

56. How do you feel when you see a rainbow? like a little kid, really curious and giddy

57. Have you ever dreamt a dream that came true? not that i can remember

58. Have you ever been to a psychic/tarot reader? ooh! caitlin and i read each other's tarot cards last night and drew laughed

59. What is your idea of paradise? baja

60. Do you believe in god and if so what is he/she/it like? i believe in a god and he/she/it embodies whatever you want him/her/it to be. my god loves everyone unconditionally and truly believes that everyone is pure at heart, my god doesn't condemn people for being themselves, he/she/it simply aceepts and loves../and sends all people to heaven hehe

61. Do you believe in Hell? no

62. What one thing have you done that most people haven't? gone on a week long kayaking trip on the sea of cortez without a shower alll week hehe...i've been in a movie too

63. What is the kindest thing you have ever done? i strive to do kind things often, but i think the most influential kind thing that i have done is me treating a 3 year old girl with many problems like she is a typical little girl, the teachers i worked with told me they thought that was great, but i thought that should jsut automatically be done, there's no sense in treating her like she's a baby

64. Are you a patient person? for the most part, yes

65. What holiday should exist but doesn't? rainbow day :o)

66. What holiday shouldn't exist but does? jesus day

67. What's the best joke you ever heard? HAHA!! jake told me this helen keller joke, and he has many, but it's the yankee doodle one and it's so mean but it makes me laugh so hard hehe

68. Where is the most fun place you have EVER been? a playgroun in Bath, England. it is the coolest most insane playground ever. so awesome.

69. Is your hair natural or dyed? dyed

70. Do you have any deep dark secrets or are you pretty much up front? i have one deep dark secret...but for the most part there is at least one person in the world that knows each of my secrets, i'm very open with people

71. What is under your bed right now? robably a few socks and the blow up chairs and game table for blow up monopoly hehe

72. If you were in the Land of Oz would you want to live there or go home? there's no place like home *click* there's no place like home *click* there's no place like home *click

73. If you drive do you frequently speed? yea

74. What is the world's best song to dance to? i really don't dance because i can't and because my inside laughs at people dancing because come on people you just look silly

75. What song was on the last time you danced with someone? i don't remember...it was probably...i dunno...some song

76. Do you prefer Disney or Warner Brothers? disney

77. What is the first animal you would run to see if you went to the zoo? monkey

78. Would you consider yourself to be romantic? yes, i'm really the most intense hopeless romantic

79. If the earth stopped rotating would we all fly off? yea death and outer space are two of my biggest fears, i try not to think baout what would happen if the earth just happened to stop rotating

80. What is the one thing that you love to do so much that you would make sacrifices to be able to do it? love

81. If you (and everyone) had to lose one right or freedom, but you could pick which one everyone had to lose, what would you pick? the right to bear arms

82. If you had to choose would you live on the equator or at the North Pole? equator...i hate the heat but places on the equator are more exotic

83. Would you rather give up listening to music or watching television? watching tv, without music i would be an emotional wreck

84. What do you think makes someone a hero? pure goodness

85. What cartoon would you like to be a character in? ren and stimpy...i would like to be log

86. Name one thing that turns your stomach: things on things that aren't supposed to be on things....bugs in people

87. What was the last thing you paid for? butt ugly white scrub pants for volunteering in the hospital

88. Is there magic even in mundane things? yes

89. Get anything good in the mail recently? birthday cards with money in them hehe

90. Which would you rather take as a gym class...dancing, sailing, karate, or bowling? bowling hehe

91. In Star Trek people 'beam' back and forth between different places. What this means is they stand in a little tube and their molecules are deconstructed and sent to another tube somewhere else where they are reassembled. Only problem is when the molecules are deconstructed the person is dead. When they are put back together it is only a clone that has all the dead person's memories. So...

Is the person who gets beamed the same person on both ends? well what happens to their soul?

92. What insects are you afraid of? spiders, scorpions, centipedes, potato bugs, katydids, and many many more insects...noseeums...spiders

93. If you could print any phrase on a T-shirt, what would it say? i <3 dinoflagellates

94. What's the most eccentric thing you have ever worn? i wear eccentric things all the time...rainbow tye dye...neon pink...free matha t-shirt...polka dotted dresses...the list goes on

95. If you could pick one food that you could eat all you wanted but it would have no effect on how much you weigh, what food would it be? blackberry pie

96. What are your parents interested in? my dad... motorcycles, dirtbikes, photography, movies, aliens...my mom...gossip, paris, school, nursing, i dunno

97. Have you ever caught an insect and kept it as a pet? my dad caught me a pet tarantula once...and im sure i did when i was younger

Have you ever caught and tamed a wild animal? no...

98. What is more helpful to you, wishes or plans? plans...wishes never come true for me

99. When do you feel your life energy the strongest? when i'm laying with my bare chest against someone else's and i can feel their heart beat in rhythm with mine

100. You are spending the night alone in the woods and may bring only 3 items with you. What do you bring? noo!! i don't like to be alone in the dark...a lantern, sleeping bag, omumba my stuffed monkey

Thu, Jul. 22nd, 2004, 12:19 am
Yes.

Alright. i have discovered a use for this journal. i am going to use it to document my progress in completing the biggest coolest survey ever. soo if you want to keep up and know way so much about me then click on the ltitle lj cuts that will appear new from time to time :o)

ohh you know i love you...allison

Sun, Jun. 27th, 2004, 07:10 pm
echo

well i'm watching my litle sister, candace, sit there curled up in the middle of the cargo net like a helpless bug caught in a spider's web. well that's rather sick and twisted...just like the pavment contorting in my mind at the san francisco pride parade today. i love candace, she's so amazing. and no matter what i may say about her she totally reminds me of myself when i was 12.

anyway, i have decided i'm done with this livejournal! back to swtctstrophe723 because i love my sweet catastrophies. now back to...

COME ON SWEET CATASTROPHE...orgasm.

au revoir texas and your little polo mint city.

love always, allison :o)

Sun, Jun. 27th, 2004, 01:21 am
whenever i'm alone with you...

*smile*

love ya,
allison

Thu, Jun. 24th, 2004, 01:01 am
well then

speechless. hyperventilated today for the first time ever. a little scared, not sure why. really quite numb, tears won't stop flowing but i can't even think, i don't really want to think, time for sleep, nighty night, love, allison

Sun, Jun. 20th, 2004, 10:18 pm
yay!

I am so just got tickets to go see ALANIS MORISETTE in concery. i am so excited!! i have wanted to see alanis morissette in concert since i was in elementary school and i listened to her with my parents. hehe.

i <3 alanis morissette

i just watched a very interesting and disturbingly real movie called Elephant. i recommend that everybody go rent it, the movie is awesome, and this one guy in it, Elias, looks like steve to me, from certain angles. it made me miss steve.

anywho i'm going to go read THE DA VINCI CODE. because it is so good.

i love you like a __________.

<3 allison

p.s. i went to Alice's Summer Thing today and it was so much fun. Gavin DeGraw is hot, and yes. he rocked :o)

Sat, Jun. 19th, 2004, 09:29 pm
urban legends

watching urban legends and it's kinda really scary. well everything is scary to me, but still. is the teacher the killer? well i'm going to go back to eating my peanut butter on celery no matter how weird you think my snacking habits are :o)

celery!
love
allison

Sat, Jun. 19th, 2004, 07:42 pm
brand new

This is my new livejournal. it looks exactly like my old one kind of, but it is new. i used to be swtctstrophe723. for some odd reason my house is really cold, and i'm going to go bundle up in blankets and read the da vinci code cause it is so awesome. i serioudly think i know what i want to study in college thanks to dan brown. wow. well have a good evening :o)

love always,
allison
:o)